working. working. away.
10:27 p.m. - 22.02.2006
hais. i really think a level results will come out next week..no later..:P
let the big boss sign time sheet..then he asked me and the other temp girl about what we wanted to study...as usual..that's what everyone asks..:P he said that psychology is hard to get in...at least 2 As?!...hmm..:P nervousnervous....i don't know if psychology should be what i should take..:P but then..when i kind of found out...that i may likely be unable to get in..cos need 2As...i felt kind of worried..and anxious? does this mean it's really what i want to take?:P hm.
ha. i don't really know. and going for more talks....means more confusion. went for ntu talks...the hss talks..and acc/business...hm. i don't think acc/business are what i want to do..:P but just went..and kind of considering...got to keep options open..:) if i do get into uni..i think must work hard to get double degree..:P haa....maybe cos i can't really decide what to study?
communication studies appeals to me. so does sociology. psychology. possibly take chinese as a minor or elective? but a possible degree too? suddenly the english lit appeals to me..after i hear them talk about the syllabus....:P hm.
acc/busines. seem practical. but don't really appeal to me. if i do think in terms of jobs. haa...
i'm not really sure. i'm jsut hoping results come out soon. though i don't really want them to come out. haa..i hate this uncertainty. it's good to have things ascertained...whether it's good or bad results. :) at least i cna start thinking..and planning of what course of action to take for what i've got..:) i guess so. :P
yay! tomorrow's thursday. then fri..then WEEKENDS! :) i finally got a tuition job. :) and i'm quite nervous about it. :P hais. must go revise my sec 1 science and history...:P scary...:P
workworkwork. i really miss school. i miss pe lessons.:P haa...i kind of have this urge to dash into schools..when i pass by....morning..they'll be having pe lessons..and i hear the laughter...and shouts.here and there..nostalgia.:) couldn't resist it..i had to buy this week's issue of 8days...cos it featured rafflesians..:P and i really do miss school. somehow. work. seems meaningless sometimes.i just go there do that. i wonder if i can get a meaningful job in future...:P
i somehow can't wait to be a student again!!:P i've been dreaming of school..lessons...:O) really do miss being able to not think of what to wear. jsut grab the uniform. :) hais.
maybe we only start to miss something when it isn't around anymore. or maybe. u start to realise that u miss something more than u thought u would. everyone thinks their situation is never really great. but then. when you're stuck in another situation. another place always seems better...then there's no turning back.
haa..but then..now is only a little taste of work. and.hm. it's rather...aimless? no meaning? i don't know. just doesn't have that oomph! factor that school has.i cna't point out what's missing. still trying to figure out.
working liffe....:P okok.shall go off now.:P