walk to lessons.
8:15 p.m. - 07.11.2006
u know.
i was thinking..that may be one thing which i really didn't bring along with me. that was impt was my beloved diary. i think i need to bring it into hall.
hall life has been so hactic. i like it in a way. u know. the busy me. so busy it makes me feel alive. yet at times..it just drains me of my energy. and i yearn so much for a rest. i really need.
i pretty much like hall life...having settled in nicely. it's like my first home now. i can say.
i need to be less busy. to concentrate on my studies. i believe. i can cope.
i do appreciate the isolation i can have . the serenity. there is . in the early wee mornings. when no one else is there to bother u. no deadlines to think about. no activities to rush to...and i walk along the road....with vehicles whizzing by..yet. i can feel so at ease. at peace. with all. with myself. with u. with them. with everything that surrounds me. :)
i'm happy. a happiness. so serene. so peaceful.so quiet.
the walks to class alone in the rain.
i love them much. to be able to humm to myself. a tune. thinking of this. thinking of that. many things can just flow through my head.
many things. and i look. observe. all the many little things that surround me. the little rain drops...the smell of the rain. so fresh. so clean.
the distant objects. the people. the buses..the cars. i feel alone. at ease. with all there is. i'm not rushing for lessons. i'm just walking there. it is another leisurely walk to class. and i love it. :)
