we all lead very different lives now.
11:23 a.m. - 10.11.2006

hais. why are they cutting grass now?

i feel distracted. somehow. an onslacught of depression. not really depresssion. but i just feel. moody.

i feel the stress of the ecams coming up.

and then i'm reflecting on how i'm so quiet on meetings. but i just don't have stuff to say. most of the time. it's been a constant problem ever since sec school. and looks like i haven't improved.

i just take in info. but it all settles in too late for me to say anything.

i don't know. but i'm frustrated. because i want to say. something. but i don't have stuff to say. and then i feel bad because i feel like i haven't really contribute dmuch. though i know there are other ways of contributing. but. yup. but...

hais. i'll just try my very best. next time. sometimes u try too hard. nothing gets out.

nevermind. :| pls stop thinking about it.

i was just browsing through blogs of my frens.

i miss. them.

and i guess the blogs are a way of keeping in touch with them.

in a one-way manner.:(

i miss being with them. with him. with her. with everyone. of my past.

why are memories always so nice?

we all lead very different lives now. i guess.

mug.

i hope can gather. one day. when i do have the time.i guess..:)

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