trust?
11:54 p.m. - 09.04.2006

was talking to my cousin the other day...

she was saying..one single person could just change your life completely. and could be that one single person who causes your mental breakdown...

in teh case of constance chee..is it?i think that's her name.

i was somehow mulling over this whole idea.

who u place your trust in.
how much trust to place.
when to place.
how do i know how much i can trust someone.
do i really know who. is who.

don't know. do u?

it's quite scary. to think that i don't really think i can really trust someone else completely.

because no one is entirely dependable.

but then. i will still choose to trust.

but always. i'll be aware. that i may not get what i want. that. expectations may not be met.

then. i won't fall too hard. so hard that i jsut lose it.

i guess it's still important to trust.

because without any trust. nothing can ever be accomplished.

and it's a wonderful feeling to be trusted by someone else.

sometimes i choose to take the gamble. and so what if i'm tricked?

i don't care. i don't mind.

ha.:) just like Lebin in that law show. u place your trust in someone.strive hard in what you believe. and though he/she may have tricked u....i guess what matters most is your own conscience?:)

it sounds silly sometimes. i think. but.i think it makes sense.

what matters most at the end of the day. is that i can face my ownself .my own conscience.

i can answer for my own actions.

i am responsible for my own words and actions.

i am happy. just as i am.:)

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