say say say! :)
2:38 p.m. - 01.07.2006

~say! say! say!~ ha. i finally got out of my bed at about 12.30pm today. :P soon..in 1 and a half hour's time..:P i'll be going for council gathering.:P

u know..suddenly the arts camp seems so surreal.:P haa..and i woke up with the "wouldn't it be nice?" cheer in my head..:P

i somehow feel really excited about going back to school..because i miss school...:) miss being a student...:P and relaly i miss being in a uniform.:P haa.though..in uni..there'll be no uniform to wear..:P

i'm excited about new things which are about to come my way. yet. i can't help feeling all nervous and scared about the unfamiliar.:P muahah..:P

yup..:) but i know i'll have to make a bravebrave step forward...:) have to take a gamble sometimes..:)if fear is what is holding me back...then it looks like i have to force myself to make that step.. unless there's some practival reason..haa..valid reason..sometimes i really need to be mean to myself....mean to the ever so hesitant and indecisive me. :| and, soemtimes, i look back. and i think i've made the right decision. :)

haa...so. i must keep on reminding myself to be open and consider every activity...with a positive outlook.:) and not to be too lazy. and slackish. yet. cannot be involved in too many things such that i can't cope. it's going to be hard.:) but i think i can do it!:) i can!!!!!!!! :) woo~ positive self-talk.

oohs...why do all these camps always seem so surreal...like a dream..after u've returned back home and think back about all the crazy stuff...:P why ah?

haa..im in a slacking mood...and waiting for 4 15pm to come..then i've got to make my way to cck!! so far!!!!!!! :(

okies. back to waiting. better go update myself on the news..and the world cup! :)

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