packing. packing.packing.
8:58 a.m. - 21.11.2005

my room is not even half-packed. it's in a big mess...messier than during exams..cos i just moved everything out and put them on the floor. :P and don't really know where to start from.

so. haaa..i started watching lang man man wu(full house) haaa....so nice...:D hais. can't stop thinking about it..finished 24 vcds...

started on saturday night...watched from 10:30 till 6 something in the morning....muaha..really addictive..:D then i woke up at 12 something noon on sunday..and conitnued watching...haaa..had a small break from 7 something to 8:45....then watched from then till 12 soemthing!! yeah!!! haaa..:D so fun...gogo jia you!:D

nice ending.:D those typical happy endings...but wonder what makes it so nice to see same kind of happy endings all the time. always feel rejuvenated...full of hope...very xing4 fu2...when i watch these kind of shows..:P haa..:D woke up this morning and started thinking about it again...:D like this gan3 jue2...:) waking up at my own will...not having the thought studying...so nice...:D so nice...

weird.

i woke up early..wanted to go jogging. after 2 weeks of fat-piling.hais. but it's raining. then suppose to go out...wanted to go walk around....hm. but raining....so. don't feel like going out already..tomorrow? maybe. :)

ha. freedom. can do anything i want according to my mood.:D yeah. :) don't want to, then don't do. want to, then do. :)

it seems like a long time since i had control of my life...:D

and it's such a wonderful feeling.

knowing that i've got no meetings..appointments..cca...homework...etc.

yeah.:) think only left this week for most people.:) gogo jia you!!:D

ha. i'm going to throw away my worksheets. convinced my mum..she keeps thinking my bro will need them..only keeping notes..:)

i can't wait to throw all away. haa...i really hate the As. haa....maybe. cos i cna't wait to throw awy the worksheets.

then. in contrast. i can't bear to throw away many things in my room. i sit there and try to sort out stuff to be thrown away. yet. can't really find much.maybe i hold on too much to old stuff.

keep my old things.

keep them all in boxes. need to go buy a box to keep my memories. maybe one day i'll be ready to throw them away? but i don't think i will. hm.

was looking at the nz trip photos..reading my travel journal. ha. really miss those days...:) it somehow seems like a dream. that i keep going back to. maybe i'll take a trip to nz again..after i start working? ...

yups.:D hais. but cannot keep living in the past.:) i guess next year i'll be reminscing about jc. then when i go to work..i'll prob miss school life.:)

haa...got to live the moment. not live in the past.:) but i guess haa..sometimes i can still go back to the past.:) muaha. packing my room is a really hard. cos i see old stuff that i've placed aside resurface. :) then memories come back and i end up reading those little notes..thinking back.

ha.:D just wonder. if that old stuff is a reflection of my memory. then. as time passes...i'll have more and more. more and more. what if i have no more space left? hm.:( nevermind. when that day comes. then i'll decide.

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