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9:20 a.m. - 16.04.2006

what if she doubted how she felt?

wonder if anyone else has ever doubted how he or she thought she felt?

hm.

i like to go with how i feel. but then. sometimes. maybe i need to be braver.

to be sure of things.

when it comes to dubious things. things. which don't really have a certain answer. and things which u need others to confirm. affirm. it gets more complicated.

hais. if only. things were more straightforward. simpler. and i was braver. more straight forward. more sure of what i felt. hm. that feeling keeps coming back. then. it fades away. and then it keeps coming back.

there are certain incidents that tell me that i do feel so. yet.sometimes. i doubt how i feel. and i dismiss it.

ha. nevermind. i don't know. sometimes. u want to reach out. and yet you're afraid to step out of the comfort zone?

hm. ha. i couldn't sleep well yesterday.

partly because i was thinking too much. and i was kind of excited. recieving the letter from ntu offering me a place in uni to do psych.

ha. quite excited. confirmed that i'll be able to go uni. yet. i'm waiting for nus' letter too. i'm not really sure which to go to yet.

thought i could relax till may...then have to use my stagnant brain to make decision. :P

and it came so soon. and there's going to be a dean's 'party'..:P hm. :P then can get to know more. still have a long way to go before i have to decide.

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