jue dui muggerstar!
9:54 p.m. - 21.08.2005

jue dui mugger star!:)

yeah. must mug. :) hais.

i'm so looking forward to after As.

somehow i hope kelly will win. cos i think she's more versatile. and, if she overcomes her own fears. and stress. i think she can do well.:) her song in the cd was sung much better than the competition day. maybe there wasn't the stress of the day itsel;f and you could record it over and over again.

wei lian's recorded song was not as good as his singing that day i though..in terms of the gan3 qing2. i think he's kind of restricted and not that versatile. always stuck at those kind of songs. but i must say he can really gan3 dong4 ren2. think he's was very good. but i think he doesn't make a superstar. i think a superstar should be versatile. and he isn't. though his whole spirit is a great selling point. and he does have the shi2 li4. but a superstar?

actually shi2 xin1 hui4. also good.

ha. but it's a competition. actually. i was thinking...actually they're all rather good in their own ways. :)

some of them at least.:) i think if i could actually remember at least one song for each singer..that they sang really well..i tihnk it's quite good already.:)

ah...derrick's :) super.:)

chanel's

kelly's and

shi xin hui's < beautiful>, and

jun yang's

haa...guess the others aren't that memorable.:P
:)

but, anyway..i don't vote...:) it's hard to decide.:) and to think that you're actually deciding someone's future.:) and money..:P haa...

overall..i love watching these kind of shows>:) i think that courage to go for your dreams...and the fact that you're actually chsing your dream. a passion.:) so inspiring.:) hai.:) then, i turn and ask myself...what is my dream? what do i want?

it's scary to think how i'll be doing in future. i want to live my own life. yet, i wonder if i'll be brave enough to stick to my dreams and go for what i want.

i believe i can. but, at the same time...i feel this little fear in me that pulls me back from being all confident and certain. me? possible? i doubt myself.

wonder if other people do fear. and maybe those who joined the competition. but at least they finally overcame their fear....brought themselves nearer to their dreams. it doesn't matter if they did fail in the end. but at least they had dare to try.

i hope i'll dare to try. i don't want to give up dreams. i don't want.

but then, i think about reality. and i don't know. unsure. can i do it?

i watch the show. and i tell myself. i think you can. you have to.

what is it like to stand there and decide your future? at least they fought hard. fought and done their bit.

yup.

i will fight. :) i hope.

now, it's me vying for jue dui muggerstar! :)

happy mugging to me and all:)

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