i don't know. do u?
2:52 p.m. - 09.06.2007

funny. mayb it's one of those days when i'm feeling tired and weary again. and i find that i don't really understand myself again.

mayb i'm just tired. i try to think that way. all the different stuff to do. and then i get all so tired about bothering so much and caring so much.

i'm not sure. but i just don't fell happy. now. and it's hard to shake this feeling off.

cos i can't even pinpoint what is making me feel so weary. so. sian?

i really don't know. seriously. and i guess i want a break. and i do need that break. quickly.

mayb after secc. it will be time for me to have that break. maybe.

i just want some quiet, stoning time.

but seriously. sometimes i don't really know what i want.

and i just adjust my whole mind set and get going somehow. i need to talk. about something that i'm not even sure about. i somehow just feel that i have to talk about something. but i don't really know what to talk about.

haa..something is wrong. yet i don't know where and how to go about..fixing it.

sometimes i feel that i'm just stubborn. and i try to do so many things myself. when others can help. i insist in not troubling them. but sometimes. i don't even know how others can help me. that's y.

ha. i just have to get out of this moody..melancholy self.....myself...soon...

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