grades talk
6:46 p.m. - 17.07.2005

you know, sometimes i think i get into this mood of mugging. i think only. then, the next..when i see some brochure of some competition..i want to give it a try. do something different. hm. haa..my mugging mood is broken.

should i totally not do anything else besides mug?:(

that's what i'm supposed to do. so sad.

and, what makes it so scary is that this a levels will determine whether i get to Uni and study what i really want to study.

hai. and what makes it worse...it's supposedly the last lap. and i can't...fall in the last lap. so funny..i can fall anywhere..but not the last lap.

hai. i should changechange change back my mindset to my yesteryears' DO MY BEST attitude.:) no worries.:) just do my best. changechange.

hai.

last night, i dreamt i was in some themepark...sat this batman themed train..apprantly because the person insisted we had to do so ..then we could retrieve our bags.:) and walked on this bridge which would turn 360 degrees and all that..:D and we had no seatbelts to keep us to the bridge. i just somehow held on.:) i didn't feel scared somehow. just a feeling of total relaxation.:) ah.:) so great.:)

why do dreams always remain dreams? and why do i dream the dreams i do?:)

i realised something this week: the world is NEVER fair. but only you can be fair to yourself.:) yeah!:D

hais. reality is really a pain in the neck and everywhere. we can talk about how grades don't really matter. but, who cares....they only care about your grades. because supposedly the BEST, CLEVEREST people are the ones with great grades. :|

so, face it. you've got to mug. cos grades talk.

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