eye to eye
9:30 a.m. - 25.06.2006

i woke up. and suddenly remembered. my friend was asking me yesterday about why i'm actually hesitant about being a police there may be some rules that i don't agree with...and i have to do...i couldnt' really remember what was the incident that made me really rethink if the police force was the one for me.:P haa...and i woke up this morning ..and remembered.:)

know someone who got into a fight last time..longlong ago..and got sent to the boys' home. he was telling me about how everytime there's some fight..there'll be the CIDs coming to question him..even when there's no evidence at all linking him with the case. it's just because he did get into a fight a longlong time ago. and from then on..you're judge forever. and the main suspect whenever a fight happens.

on one hand, i can sympathise with him. it's like being judged upon who u once were. and judging u upon your past mistakes. it isn't right. and it's terrible. such a feeling. u could sense the dissent in his voice as he talked about being interrogated by the police when he had nothing to do with the cases. i felt it was unfair. to be judged. to be judge based on your past. and not who u are now.

but, on the other hand, it was inevitable. that's society. u're judged on your past records. your past achievements.and, the police. will judge u upon your criminal record. i mean...there's nothing else which they can really turn to ..to judge u as a person..? nothing "reliable"? just as getting a job..getting into sch...u're judged upon your past achievements...your results...it's inevitable....

i can see both perspectives. but. i'm not sure. if i can actually really see eye to eye with how the suspects are picked. i've got to mull over it..and see how things go in future..haa..:)

okie..driving lesson soon!

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