cousins
10:43 p.m. - 25.06.2006

ha.;) had a wonderful lunch today. seafood. really too much of indulgence.:P erps. and lots of $$$ spent. well. temp farewell dinner..:)

my cousin's going off to queensland to study.:) my close cousin. :) guess my closest cousin. :) used to be quite close to those cousins on my mummy's side.

but somehow as we all grew up. matured. more aware. we grew apart. more self-conscious.less crazy.

and we don't talk much now.

it's quite sad. cos i think back. and i can remember how it was like. and how i always went to my father's side..the cousins..to play sega games...haa..x-men batman.:) hais.

now we've all grown up. and nothing is very much the same.

we're suppose to be almost adults. or maybe adults. we have to be proper. not childish anymore. we can't play. playing's for kids. we all want to think we've grown up. but maybe not me.

haa...hais. maybe i've grown up. more experienced. aware of this world. but i still want to be able to retain that child in me. i want to.:) and, it seems to have stayed with me.:) haa..judging by the stupid cartoons i can appreciate...and my bro 2 years younger can appreciate it too!!:D

haa...:) i don't know. but i just suddenly feel sad. as i think back of how close my other cousins were...when i was young. and now. no more.

but i'm glad i still have a few close cousins.

i wonder if little bear will be close to us still after he grows up. we're 9 years apart...:P

let's see. :)

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