sometimes i want to be a kid
10:42 a.m. - 19.07.2006

hais. i have 2 bigbigbig bruises on my left leg..been trying to rub them away..:P hurts. :(

where did i get them from? i got them from the diva la futbol thing..haaa...it was quit fun...and haven't had such vigorous sports for quite a long time. i hope can join some group sports in uni. that day when we were playing..touch rug was at the side..some tournament...:P

there was a certain tinge of sadness...yi2 han4... as i looked at the people playing touch rugby...i don't really know if it was right of me to have given up touch rugby for council...i guess it's right. but sometimes. i wonder if i could have kept it. not really sure. but this whole bout of mixed feelings. as i walked past the field.

going down for rag later. :) my second session and possibly my last. :P hm. cos next week..next next week like all not free..:P and i want to spend more time at home. with my friends. ;P hm..actually the main thing taking up my precious time is tuition. but yup...i realised tuition has helped me keep my little brain active all this while.

sometimes i wonder what this kids will grow up to be. and i wonder how i would have impacted them...if i did in any way. how would they be if i met them 10 years down the road. i wonder. i don't know why i'm thinking such thoughts. but it just came to me yesterday..as i sat there marking their books. it's like thinking of this whole new future..:P

ohh..and i was really exctied last fsc session when the little girl was drawing her ambition and it was to be a policewoman:) same as me. :P but my ambition..is kind of shaky now. cos i'm not sure. because of the many things u start to be aware of and know as u grow up. it's not so easy. the whole rosy picture painted when i was young..slowly loses colour. and i wonder if she will fulfil her ambition in the end.

i asked her why she wanted to be a policewoman.
her answer: because my sister also want to be.

:)

sometimes i want to be a kid. :)

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