apprehension
5:35 p.m. - 16.03.2006

apprehension. i realised. can mean lots of things. :)

apprehension because i think i'm not ready for that opportunity yet.

so, i'll wait. get more experience. then, go try.

i realised i can be so eager to reach my dreams. that i get really eager to grab opprtunities... but then. i know i still can try later on. so, why not go gather more experience before i go try?

apprehension because i'm unsure if this is what i really want.

apprehension because i feel that that's the choice i want, yet there are adverse views about my choices.

yet. i know i have to believe in my choices. even if no one believes in you, at least you believe in yourself.

yet. maybe my thinking can be warped.

apprehension. because i don't believe i can do it.

apprehension because someone else was apprehensive too.

apprehension because i'm afraid.

there are many things going on in my head now.

ha. but it all seems to be in a mess.

i don't really know what i'm worrying now.

don't know.:P

hm. apprehensions aside. i've got to figure out what's on my mind. hais.

ha. confused. really confused.

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